puddles

Sometimes I feel numb.
Like all care and concern has just seeped out of me...
And dripped onto the floor
Beneath the rolling chair where I am planted
I lean back and melt
Wonder, will I soon puddle on the floor
Under the chair
My hair being pulled along through the fluid me
The current flowing through the grout lines
Closed eyes
Slow breaths
Do I slip away?
Yes
But not to puddles
Just to sleep